I REALLY hate this day. Err. Am I only dreaming? I wish I am only dreaming. I feel so very unlucky this day. I am not saying that I believe in the word "lucky". Of course I'm not. I wish this day will not repeat. Why this things happens to Me. I feel really depressed, lonely, disappointed, guilty etc. [1] It rained. [2] Everybody hates me. x[ [3] My shoes got dirty. [4] He's disappointed and angry at me. [5] PROBLEMS. :( I really hate it. But God gave me this day so I need to accept it even if it hurts. I can't complain about the things today. He has purpose about anything. I wish that I don't have a mouth to speak, so I can't hurt other people. I wish that I am an emotion which is love. I wish that I am an expression which is smile. I know that God will control everything. I know that tomorrow He will give me strength and love. For tomorrow will get better and forever. God will be one who is in charge. I thank Him for that. But despite about everything I am still thankful for what happened today. I am still thankful for God gave me another life to enjoy and write about. I am still thankful for arriving home safely. I am still gonna praise God above all. I love Him so much. For with Him I am safe and guarded. For today and tomorrow His love will stay. I will lift up all to God. I will do my very best and the rest is God. Thanks God. I really Him. I am ok now. Thanks to God.